And I cried, several weeks after the last time I cried.
Pathetic I was to face a bowl of milo and biscuits when I cried.
I was so sad all of a sudden and while eating I cried and the sound of the tv downstairs had prevented them from knowing that I was crying.
It wasn't suppose to be like that.
Today supposed to be a nice day. I was supposed to be excited to prepare for tomorrow's TOEFL.
And I have no idea why did I cry. Maybe because I was too fat or maybe because the milo and biscuits tasted very bad. Or maybe because I was too worried for TOEFL? But I didn't cry for Econs and Law exams.
Or maybe, I texted a friend, Engyi and I felt so touched and I cried? It's possible since I had not been contacting any of my frens for a long time although I don't have many friends.
In these few months when I stay at home, I cried more often. Is it mean that I shouldn't be at home? This is not where I should stay? What should I do?
