I always like to put myself in a terrible predicament.
I knew exactly what are those 'things' that would hurt my pride, pierce my heart, make me feel like i'm the lowest ranked living thing in the world, and yet I still lead myself to these things.
Sometimes, these things unconsciously made me lose my faith and lead me to pessimism.
I just looooove to hurt myself, aren't I?
I know and I'd heard it a thousand times. A comparable life kills.
But that's what humans live for.
They compete, compare and judge.
I'm no difference between those home geeks that often stare into the com and wish they were born with those pretty big eyes and a huge breast with a tiny waist like Megan Fox or Gisele Bundchen.
I don want to be a home geek . T.T
All these started when I got bored and the next min i was scrolling through her blog page.
I can see that her life was spectacular and devastating.
I am envious? Yes.
Since the day she turned out she had insidiously affected me in every way.
Haih.
How I wish I had never in my life met these 2 persons.
