I wish I could tell her

I dono how but today when I was talking to my mom we mentioned about the day when I was at the airport, about to leave Malaysia to China. She said she didn't know the reason I always in such bad moods. Was it because I was too pampered and I just like to show angry faces whenever I want. She said everyone was busy saying goodbye to their parents and double checking with the luggages but i was too busy talking on the phone. And then I kept showing angry faces and bad emotion. And then I remembered. That day was the day I broke up with KL. I reckoned I was talking to Engyi and Xinyi at that moment. I wish I could tell my mom I was in such bad mood because I just broke up with my boyf. Maybe she'll understand. But that's impossible. But now I'm telling myself and I'm very serious. On my next flight I will tell her the truth. I will hug her so hard and kissed her goodbye and promised to be a good girl. I swear.

爱

我想要寻找爱。

不只是男女之间的爱，

还有朋友，好朋友，之间的爱，

和家人的爱。

我想要有真爱。

心里有一份真感情，

做人会轻松很多，

会快乐很多。

心里不再是担心下一秒会不会被背叛或欺骗，

心里不会再有不好的想法，

不会再斤斤计较，

就算为别人付出也不会介意。

就算再怎么微小的事情都会值得去笑，

而且是真心的笑。

就算流泪，

也只会因为开心感动而流泪。