Mcd

I just came back from my dental appointment and I wanted McD for breakfast. So I went to McD drive thru and made my order and drove to the front to pay. Just in case, before I drove to the payment part, I opened my purse and 'OH SHIIIT!! NOT ENOUGH MONEY !!'.
I kept digging my purse but all I had was RM 5.. I still need RM3 .
Shit! It's not like I could just run away since I was ALREADY in the driving lane.
When I went to the payment counter I asked the cashier guy can I cancel the set and make it just the burger.
He stared at me and I think he saw it when I was busy digging my purse through the CCTV.
It's not like he had other choice right, unless he decided to pay the rest for me.
And then I took my burger and left with much embarrassment.

Anyway.. I am still looking for a job but I seriously don't know where to find one. Haih

My lucky day

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously CANNOT believe this shit IS HAPPENING!!!!!!

I was at JJ just now and

I saw a 50 DOLLAR NOTE on the floor!!
My aunt was beside me and I thought she dropped it.
So I stood 'on' the note and asked her if the note was hers.
I wasn't going to pick it up couz I was worried that kind of stuff... might be under a curse or something..

So my aunt.. who knew me too much .. quickly picked up the note ..
And we spent it on the groceries XD

And..
When we were at the counter..
I forgot to put the bread on the counter and I held that in my hand.. without notice.. and I walked out of the door..!

And my aunt suddenly said.. did you pay the bread..
then I was like 'OH MY XXXXXXXXXXXXX'
well.. since we already left the shopping mall w/o being caught..
of course we wouldn't be so stupid to go back again..

I would say.. today is really my lucky day :)))))))

I wish I could tell her

I dono how but today when I was talking to my mom we mentioned about the day when I was at the airport, about to leave Malaysia to China. She said she didn't know the reason I always in such bad moods. Was it because I was too pampered and I just like to show angry faces whenever I want. She said everyone was busy saying goodbye to their parents and double checking with the luggages but i was too busy talking on the phone. And then I kept showing angry faces and bad emotion. And then I remembered. That day was the day I broke up with KL. I reckoned I was talking to Engyi and Xinyi at that moment. I wish I could tell my mom I was in such bad mood because I just broke up with my boyf. Maybe she'll understand. But that's impossible. But now I'm telling myself and I'm very serious. On my next flight I will tell her the truth. I will hug her so hard and kissed her goodbye and promised to be a good girl. I swear.

爱

我想要寻找爱。

不只是男女之间的爱，

还有朋友，好朋友，之间的爱，

和家人的爱。

我想要有真爱。

心里有一份真感情，

做人会轻松很多，

会快乐很多。

心里不再是担心下一秒会不会被背叛或欺骗，

心里不会再有不好的想法，

不会再斤斤计较，

就算为别人付出也不会介意。

就算再怎么微小的事情都会值得去笑，

而且是真心的笑。

就算流泪，

也只会因为开心感动而流泪。

WHAT THE FXXKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I shouldn't sit beside the phone.............................
Oh guaddd......
The phone rang..
Automatically I had to pick up the phone call..

OH MY SSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!

It's that WOEMAN!!!!!!!

When I heard a voice I really wanted to slam the phone back.
She asked for mummy but I lied, said she went out.

Then she asked me what are my plans now and inside I was like 'WHAT THE HELL!! GUAN NI PI SHI MEH!!'

I lied, told her I confirmed going to UTAR, Jan intake.
I can feel her evil laugh at the other side.

Then she asked me izit many students apply this course and I lied, I said yea.
Then she said mostly guys only will take this course right and I lied, I said no, now many girls taking this also.

I was like you ask one question and I answer you short and fast.
Actually I was trying to send the signal ' Aunty can faster hang up anot '
I think she got that .
She din ask many questions and said goodbye.

I hate her.
I hate her to the max.

Pumped up kicks

6th of September, 2011, 8:13a.m.
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6th of September, 2011, 12:37p.m.
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It's all about her again

That woman can go eat shit.

I dono what I had done that caused myself to suffer so much from this bitch.
I really dono what's wrong with her.
AUNTY!! CAN YOU STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!

I tell you what did that bitch do..
First of all, she couldnt stand it when I changed my course to Finance Maths..
When I decided to take Accounting and Finance you should see how she laughed under her pillow.
She knew that Acc and Finance is just another ordinary course that will not make you stand out when you graduate.
She knew that I'm not as hardworking or as intelligent as her precious daughter.
She knew I would never have the chance to beat her daughter.
Then now...
She just couldnt bear it when she knew I decided to take Finance Maths.
Cause she knew this course is definitely going to stand out in the future.
So what??!!!!
You care bout your own daughter shit then okay already la!!
Leave me alone can anot!!
And when she knew I'm going UTAR, she had to make the situation worse by saying how terrible is that place...
Not like her precious daughter in London!

And she had to boast to the whole world that her daughter had been awarded Maybank scholarship and now she's so rich she can treat my mom breakfast almost everyday!!

And you should see how she exaggerated!!
She said her daughter better don score straight As in A level cause she din have that amount of money to send her daughter out!
And when she knew her daughter got straight As she got a slight heart attack and had to go to the hospital to do check-up !!
And now when her daughter got the scholarship she just had to call back and said now her heart rate went back to normal.

Waaahhh...
I really want to ask her to go eat shiiiiiittttttt!!!!!!!!!!!

And last week her daughter had safely landed in UK and I can see all her calls from my mom's hp.
I knew she told my mom alot of stuff.
When my mom tried to start a conversation about her I just walked away pretended to be very busy.
I don want to know anything about her.

Unfortunately this afternoon when I followed my mom to visit her friend, which is also that woman's friend, that aunty all of a sudden talked about that bitch.
When they departed to UK their plane delayed half way and they got the chance to visit Dubai for a day.
And I had to pretend to be very happy and excited.

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And from this bitch I realised something really cruel.
When I was like around 10 years old I went to this tuition with her daughter and I still keep contact with that teacher.
And just recently this bitch asked my mom how did my English become so weak that I had to find that teacher to help me with my personal statement.
She said her daughter's essay was so perfect that no one could write anything like that.
Her essay was so perfect that the uni had to accept her right away.
She( that bitch ) told my mom that MsLim (that teacher) said I had to go ask her help for my personal statement and my essay was very weak.
HEY HEY HEY!! COME ON!! I did go to ask her BUT BUT BUT it wasn't my will to go ask her okkay!
Ms Lim came to ask me why I din go ask her advice for the personal statement and she insisted to have a look at my essay and wanted to check for me!!
But the true story wasn't been told and I'm the victim.
I feel so innocent you know..

And somemore!!
Ms Lim was the one that asked for my results first but the story turned out to be :
When I got my results I couldn't wait to show off so I just had to call Ms Lim to tell her my results.
That bitch said my daughter got so excellent result oso din say anything ah.....

It kinda hurt me.
I'm so innocent.

I dono when all these will stop.
And I blame myself for all these.
I couldnt talk to anyone.
No one would understand.

My dear friends

My dear friends.. Please pray for me, pray that I will be accepted by HongKong Uni or Manchester. Please.. Pray hard for me.. If you love me and care for me then please pray for me too.. I really cannot imagine myself staying in UTAR for the next 3years..... Please my friends...... Help me...

Mom's first experience on KTM

This would be the so far funniest thing ever happened.
I'm supposed to take the train from Ipoh to KL on the 2nd of October, which is yesterday to attend the U.S education fair at Hilton.
Then my mom said she wanted to go shopping also so we decided to drive up to KL.
And I'm the driver XD

We parked our car at Mid Valley and decided to take the KTM from Mid Valley to KL Central.
It's Sunday so anyone could imagine how pack is KL Central.

It's the first time my mom took the train so I don really hope to be her first and worst experience.
I took it alot of times especially with Engyi so we already used to the situation where everyone had to squeeze into the train because no one wants to wait for the next train which will definitely not be punctual.

Unfortunately when the train arrived, my mom's like 'HUH!! WHAT IS THIS!!'
The train's packed like hell.
I held my mom's hand and asked her to squeeze in no matter what.
We succeeded.
When the train started to move my mom was like ' Wah.. So slow one..'
Then the train started to stop, as usual. =.=
I'm used to this 'dono why stop in the middle' situation but for those who never take KTM would start to be worried.
Then my mom started to make all kinds of assumptions.

'Overloaded already izit, cannot move'
'Train also got traffic lights one meh'
And we couldn't stop laughing in the train.
The situation's just too hilarious.

And the train stopped twice and moved at a very low speed. I think I can walk faster than the train at his kind of speed.

When the train arrived at KLCentral, my mom was like ' faster faster! later the train closed the door!'
And she squeezed with the others trying to get out and it looked really funny.
I couldn't stop laughing when I got out of the train and my mom couldn't stop blaming me for taking her to this aweful place XD

Luckily Hilton's just right beside of KL Central.
The fair didn't help me much so we left earlier.
So we had to take the train again to go back to miv valley.
Ohya! When I was buying the tickets, an old lady suddenly approached me and asked me to give her 2 bucks.
I couldnt say no right, so I just gave her and quickly walked away.

The second trip was worse.
More people were taking this train like us. When I mean more I really mean alot more.
Asshole KTM. I don think there is a need to announce when the train will only arrived in another 10 minutes.
When the train arrived, the women were crazier than us.
We had to push and squeeze very very very hard to get in. Come on! Who wants to wait for another 30 min. Why cant they be more efficient like Taiwan!

My mom almost dropped her shoe when she got in XD
It's like at Taiwan's countdown celebration in the train.
And my mom started with her assumptions again and we started to laugh again in the train.
I think people really think we were mad.
'Sanba lao'  XD

Then when the train finally reached mid valley, my mom kept saying 'faster go out ah! you squeeze out yourself la. I don1 get stucked in here ah' and she pushed her way out like there's a ten thousand dollar on the floor.
But the problem was I was stucked in the inside and I couldn't move unless the lady in front of me moved. But my mom didn't notice she was pulling my hair.
Can you imagine? My head trying to get out but my body couldn't move.
I almost tripped and then I just grabbed anything I could to stop myself falling and I didnt realise I had grabbed hold of a lady's wrist.
It was like having war inside.
Finally I managed to get out and we couldnt stop laughing when I tried to tell my mom what happened in the train.

Sometimes it's still better to have a car though parking is also another serious problem in KL.

Dining at Italiannies

I can tell you that I'm very easy to be satisfied. Just bring me to a place with excellent food and I'll be smiling all the way home. I'm serious.

I love Italiannies. Love it to the MAX!! I really love the food there. It's quite expensive but I think it's worth it. Their food all come in big portion and even someone that eats alot like me get satisfied.

My mom ordered tiramisu and I was like ' WHAT! ' but when I had my first taste I couldn't stop grinning.
Crazy asshole when I saw the price. A tiramisu costs RM20! But I can say they are not stingy with the portion. You can just order 1 tiramisu for lunch and you will be full until your dinner.



And their chicken marsala...... I guessed I'm just too easy being satisfied, aren't I?

Too bad I din get the picture.. I really think I should get myself a camera..

Anyway, driving to KL is really tiring..

This' what my personal statement's going to sound like but i reckoned it still needs further modification so anyone pleassseee help me out can?

I'm not from a rich family nor a high-class background. I had been taught the importance of money and how great they play a role in life. I bever doubt that everyone loves money just as I do. For generations, my family had been dealing with business. Most of my cousins that had graduated were also dealing with courses like accounting, finance, banking and business admin. It truly had affected me since I was young. In my 19years of life, I had come to apprehend a fundmental principle. This world is very realistic. Life is all about money and I reckoned the best and fastest way to earn money is to relate myself to business. It takes a bigger risk in the business world, I know but what is not risky in this world. Everyone is finding the best and fastest way to finish their studies and start working including myself as I know I cannot forever ask money from my parents. As I grow up, it's not only myself to be fed but also I have to take care of my parents. That's why I reckoned finance is very important. I reckoned choosing a good course and a good university is definitely a good start to a better job. I choose Finance Mathematics instead of Finance or Accounting and Finance or banking owing to the speciality of this course. I still get to study about Finance and get to touch on Maths which is my favourite subject. Of course, I wouldn't know what awaits me in the future but I reckoned taking Finance Maths is a good start. I fathom that tis is a tough course to take but I'm already prepared to acceot this challenge. I really hope that this great opportunity can be given to me to pursue my dreams in life. Thank you.