ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My only situation here is to stuff myself into one of the unis in UK !!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
That particular random guy !
Ohhh and awwwww~~~~~~~~~~
I think i will never ever forget this , at least till now it's still quite fresh in my mind.
I dono about the others but i always have this craze for the ' white people ' , u know.. like those we used to watch in the movies.. XDD
They seemed so special to me.. They are the 'WOW's to me..
You know.. when u see 1 of those pple u will go 'wow~~~~~~'
for me is like that lar.. XDD
so imagine if 1 of these pple talk to me....... XD XD XD XD XD
so this is what happened
On 1 fine Monday afternoon , which was two days before today, i went out at around 2 to buy myself lunch.
No school so i wore shorts, a loose school t shirt and a pair of slippers.
When i walked back with a plastic bag full with breads in my hand, ( i'm meant from far ) , i saw two 'white guy' standing near the garden. ( i have to pass the garden to reach my apartment)
so as usual , i just walked past like what u and i will do to any strangers.
I din know what made me do that but when i walked behind them i just looked at them , it was so natural that i din even realise i react in that way.. XD
It's just like sometimes when you passed by some strangers you might just look at them for few seconds , maybe just to check and see who are they.
So,
when i walked past them,
and at that very particular moment when i looked at 1 of the guys ,
guess what ,
he turned back.....
just at that very particular moment... aww ~~~
hahaha
well
usually when u stare at pple and they looked back at you,
you feel awkward and will look the other way..
i couldn tell if he is really looking at me..
i just know he suddenly turned his whole body to the left facing his friend and also me.. (because at that moment i ngam ngam walked behind his fren)
at first i thought he turned cuz he wanted to talk to his fren but suddenly..
i heard he said 'hi'..
he looked at my direction ( which was also his fren's direction) and said hi.
and the next thing when i realised he started to talk to me like ' hey , how are you ? '
so i .. erm.. slow down my pace ( but still walking) and said 'hi and fine i'm thank you' to him.
seriously
i was stunned
i was shocked
i was NERVOUS!!!!!!
The wind was blowing at that moment and he spoke like an ant so i couldn really catch what he said.
But i heard him asking me ' so you back from school ? '
I wanted to say 'no i went to buy my lunch ' but all i could say was ' ohh yea..'
* slap myself ! slap myself ! *
then i think when i said 'yea' he gave me this ' are you lying?... oh fine ' look cuz he was staring at my plastic bag.
I seriously din look like anyone who just came back from school.. XDD
And 1 more thing...
i was too NERVOUS so when all these happened i din actually stopped and talked to him..
i just slowed down my pace..
so when i walked further away, he said something or rather mumbled something , but i couldn hear him.
so i just said 'okay, bye, see you.' , then walked away smiling all the way back home.
His look had blurred in my mind , all i could remember was what happened that day.
To tell the truth, i miss him.
I wish i had talk nicer to him and we might become frens!
Well, that's not goin to happen ANYWAY..
Actually when i refreshed the memory, i was wondering whether he was talking to me all this time.
Maybe he was really talking to his fren then i went 7+1 and talked to him so he had to talk to me........
This is hilarious, but yet a very adorable memory.
:)
I think i will never ever forget this , at least till now it's still quite fresh in my mind.
I dono about the others but i always have this craze for the ' white people ' , u know.. like those we used to watch in the movies.. XDD
They seemed so special to me.. They are the 'WOW's to me..
You know.. when u see 1 of those pple u will go 'wow~~~~~~'
for me is like that lar.. XDD
so imagine if 1 of these pple talk to me....... XD XD XD XD XD
so this is what happened
On 1 fine Monday afternoon , which was two days before today, i went out at around 2 to buy myself lunch.
No school so i wore shorts, a loose school t shirt and a pair of slippers.
When i walked back with a plastic bag full with breads in my hand, ( i'm meant from far ) , i saw two 'white guy' standing near the garden. ( i have to pass the garden to reach my apartment)
so as usual , i just walked past like what u and i will do to any strangers.
I din know what made me do that but when i walked behind them i just looked at them , it was so natural that i din even realise i react in that way.. XD
It's just like sometimes when you passed by some strangers you might just look at them for few seconds , maybe just to check and see who are they.
So,
when i walked past them,
and at that very particular moment when i looked at 1 of the guys ,
guess what ,
he turned back.....
just at that very particular moment... aww ~~~
hahaha
well
usually when u stare at pple and they looked back at you,
you feel awkward and will look the other way..
i couldn tell if he is really looking at me..
i just know he suddenly turned his whole body to the left facing his friend and also me.. (because at that moment i ngam ngam walked behind his fren)
at first i thought he turned cuz he wanted to talk to his fren but suddenly..
i heard he said 'hi'..
he looked at my direction ( which was also his fren's direction) and said hi.
and the next thing when i realised he started to talk to me like ' hey , how are you ? '
so i .. erm.. slow down my pace ( but still walking) and said 'hi and fine i'm thank you' to him.
seriously
i was stunned
i was shocked
i was NERVOUS!!!!!!
The wind was blowing at that moment and he spoke like an ant so i couldn really catch what he said.
But i heard him asking me ' so you back from school ? '
I wanted to say 'no i went to buy my lunch ' but all i could say was ' ohh yea..'
* slap myself ! slap myself ! *
then i think when i said 'yea' he gave me this ' are you lying?... oh fine ' look cuz he was staring at my plastic bag.
I seriously din look like anyone who just came back from school.. XDD
And 1 more thing...
i was too NERVOUS so when all these happened i din actually stopped and talked to him..
i just slowed down my pace..
so when i walked further away, he said something or rather mumbled something , but i couldn hear him.
so i just said 'okay, bye, see you.' , then walked away smiling all the way back home.
His look had blurred in my mind , all i could remember was what happened that day.
To tell the truth, i miss him.
I wish i had talk nicer to him and we might become frens!
Well, that's not goin to happen ANYWAY..
Actually when i refreshed the memory, i was wondering whether he was talking to me all this time.
Maybe he was really talking to his fren then i went 7+1 and talked to him so he had to talk to me........
This is hilarious, but yet a very adorable memory.
:)
Nothing beats a sincere prayer to GOD
Every night i will pray before i sleep, unless i'm so tired that i fall asleep without noticing.
I pray, because, i'm a Christian, and, i have to say my prayers before i sleep.
That, can actually be considered as a rule of mine before sleeping.
But, there's a saying that 'you'll only make 1 thing a success if u treat it and complete it with 1 sincere heart.'
So, after the previous post, i realised i had missed a lot of things in my life , and these 'sort of things' cannot be changed or asked again in the future . or even now. For example, the time.
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How i wished i could scream up loud to the sky!!
I missed the precious time i had for my econs.
I could die just to have back that period of time.
But i know you know everyone knows that this is just NOT goin to happen.
And when i actually realised, ' oh hey! tomorrow's maths!'
Initially i had the feeling of giving up but then i slapped myself when i was taking my shower.
I CANT AFFORD TO SCREW UP ANYTHING ANYMORE!
I CANNOT AFFORD ANY TWINGE OF REGRET ANYMORE!
When i actually realised all these, i made up mind to aim for maths paper 6.
I cannot afford mistakes in paper 6.
After the whole day of doing maths, i actually felt numb to maths.
Today i had my maths paper 6.
Yesterday i did all the exercises and practices i could.
And before i slept, i read a part of bible and i prayed sincerely to GOD asking for his help.
I cannot afford any failures anymore.
This morning, when i got my question paper i could hardly believe that it was quite easy compared to the previous past year questions.
Easy as in i could answer most of the questions.
However , i screwed up question 6 and 7.
One of the reason was because i din understand the meaning of ' deviate' .
Overall i THINK i did well in this paper.
But who knows.
Sometimes when you are so sure of something it just doesnt result in what you expect and that is when it will lead a person to extreme disappoinment.
I don want this to happen to me!!
I never want that!!
GOD helps me.
I can believe in GOD.
That's my rule too.
So
this is the story:
my last paper will be econs paper1 .
Despite all the grudges, i will try all my best and put in extreme effort to study my econs.
I just cannot afford another failure.
It's never too late to do anything unless you never even tried!
I won give up!
That's the thing!!
whooh..
so
my previous wish do come true
i posted sth positive. :)
I pray, because, i'm a Christian, and, i have to say my prayers before i sleep.
That, can actually be considered as a rule of mine before sleeping.
However, it is a shameful thing to say that ' i don always pray with a sincere heart'.
Sometimes, i just say my prayers quickly so that i can go to sleep earlier.
But, there's a saying that 'you'll only make 1 thing a success if u treat it and complete it with 1 sincere heart.'
So, after the previous post, i realised i had missed a lot of things in my life , and these 'sort of things' cannot be changed or asked again in the future . or even now. For example, the time.
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How i wished i could scream up loud to the sky!!
I missed the precious time i had for my econs.
I could die just to have back that period of time.
But i know you know everyone knows that this is just NOT goin to happen.
And when i actually realised, ' oh hey! tomorrow's maths!'
Initially i had the feeling of giving up but then i slapped myself when i was taking my shower.
I CANT AFFORD TO SCREW UP ANYTHING ANYMORE!
I CANNOT AFFORD ANY TWINGE OF REGRET ANYMORE!
When i actually realised all these, i made up mind to aim for maths paper 6.
I cannot afford mistakes in paper 6.
After the whole day of doing maths, i actually felt numb to maths.
Today i had my maths paper 6.
Yesterday i did all the exercises and practices i could.
And before i slept, i read a part of bible and i prayed sincerely to GOD asking for his help.
I cannot afford any failures anymore.
This morning, when i got my question paper i could hardly believe that it was quite easy compared to the previous past year questions.
Easy as in i could answer most of the questions.
However , i screwed up question 6 and 7.
One of the reason was because i din understand the meaning of ' deviate' .
Overall i THINK i did well in this paper.
But who knows.
Sometimes when you are so sure of something it just doesnt result in what you expect and that is when it will lead a person to extreme disappoinment.
I don want this to happen to me!!
I never want that!!
GOD helps me.
I can believe in GOD.
That's my rule too.
So
this is the story:
my last paper will be econs paper1 .
Despite all the grudges, i will try all my best and put in extreme effort to study my econs.
I just cannot afford another failure.
It's never too late to do anything unless you never even tried!
I won give up!
That's the thing!!
whooh..
so
my previous wish do come true
i posted sth positive. :)
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