13/2/2013

Haih 听说我是个不孝女 而且还要是超级的那种. To be honest, I really don't know how to communicate with my parents. I can't tell them I love them like the way my friends did. I don't know why I don have all those 'expected manners'. My parents expected me to respect them in this way but unfortunately I have no idea that this is the way they want. I really have to admit that I am very disrespectful. I really don't know why I always act this way. It's like when my emotions come I cannot control them at all. I don't show my anger through words. I usually show them through my facial expression. I don't know is it because they never taught me these when I was young or maybe I am just another annoying disrespectful bitch. I have this really bad feeling that I am going to stay alone forever.