WTF 17 Feb

Tell me.
Am I being too sensitive and emotional??

Being myself, i don think i'm being too sensitive or emotional!!
I really think myself being innocent in this case!!

So today was my class mentor , mr andrew's birthday.
Yesterday the class decided to give him a surprise party.
I wasnt in class when they decided to celebrate his bd.
So later vivian called me to tell me that they were goin to celebrate his bd today.

Honestly I din really 1 2 go..
But looked like i'm forced to go..
I dono what they might say behind my backs if i don attend..

vivian told me to wear pink tomorrow.
so i assumed that everyone will be wearing pink since she told me to wear pink.
If not for why on earth she asked me to wear pink.
Right??

I din really remember what she said yesterday night on the phone.
I din rmb if she did mention that everyone's wearing pink so you wear oso la.
I couldnt recall if she said that to me on the phone call
but she did ask me to wear pink.
She said that's what 'they' told her.
I din ask who's the 'they'.

This morning, I had a very weird feeling.
Of course I WORE PINK TO COLLEGE.
When i entered the classroom,
NO ONE WORE PINK.

???????????

Even su huei din know there was a celebration goin on.
Anyway..
So i asked vivian :
"i toht you said wear pink?"

guess what..
she DID NOT answer me!!
she just told su huei "they asked wenjie to wear pink"

come on.. wth..
that time derun wasnt in class yet..
so i was damn worried that it might be a prank .
They might ask derun to wear pink oso and made us clowns in the class..

Well luckily
he din wear pink
he wore light purple.........
(sort of pink i think)

but i don1 2 simply accused anyone here la..
maybe it's a misunderstanding or whatever..
but i still couldn let go the matter..
I'm quite pissed off at vivian..
You called me yesterday , asked me to attedn the celebration,
ask me to wear oink ,but then now??

so can anyone actually tell me what ACTUALLY HAPPENED??!!!
I dono but I felt myself being fooled .......
I try to calm myself down......
But whenever i have the thoughts of them cheating me again..
I got angry again..
Whatever lar..
I just hope all these will stop la..

DAMN

I dono how it happened and why it happened but yea it's happening..
YIER!!!
FOR ALL REASON, WHY MUST BE HIM!!!!!!
YUCKS!!

My day sucks on valentines'.
I'm serious.
Monday will never turn out to be a good day.

Damn!!

So as usual I went to college but with an anxious heart since i'm still S.I.N.G.L.E. but everyone around me are having couples already!!

So,
Vivian would have her date with julian , as uausal . They were goin to sunway pyramid!!
And julian actually bought her 3 continuous movie tickets!! couple seats somemore!!
Honestly i dono what are they goin to do in the cinema la..
Then in return vivian got him a box of chocolates writing on the wrapper ' only for julian ' .
But because of all these, she told me she didnt have mood to study law.......

Then su huei couldn celebrate with her bf cuz unfortunately her grandpa passed away on the day before valentine's. Too bad..

Chiat ying blamed for the whole day in college
because her bf never mentioned anything about valentine's.
But eventually they went to eat seafood together.
But yet she's still blaming because she said seafood is not what she wanted. she wanted something very romantic and high class...
Haih..
Actually i wanted to tell her that she should treat her bf better,
well, at least not everyone can afford to bring you to high class dinner everytime.

Whatever..

And i saw flowers and sweets and chocolates everywhere but i din receive a thing.
I din feel sad la, but just got a little bit of feeling left out..

But of cuz i prefer concentrating on my studies.. I'll find someoine better in uk.. :)

SO,
Back to the main point.
The thing that made me go 'DAMN' happened during law class..
So there was this guy in my class, Derun.
Anyway. this guy, I never talked to him since the 1st day of college.
Seriously, I NEVER TALKED TO HIM until now.

So one day, ( i think is the week before chinese new year),
vivian suddenly came to tell me that actually derun wanted to talk to me.
She said the derun kept telling his frens why i never talked to him.
And vivian and chiat ying urged me to become his gf?????!!!!!

I was like.... HAR??
He never said he liked me or mentioned anything about chasing me .
But my frens were like accept him la accept him la..
Actually I'm a bit annoyed..
He never mentioned a word of chasing me.
Now they made the situation like he's chasing me just that i don1 2 accept him..
What da.........

So i let the matter go la.. No big deal ma I thought..
Let them say what they 1 2 say..
I don rily mind..

But then..
On valentine's..
Vivian and chiat ying kept asking me whether derun gave me flowers or not..

=_________________=

They really made my heart felt itchy.. like i'm having a bf now..
like i'm waiting for his presents..

(of cuz he never gave me anything la until the end if the day)

so..
thanks to my beloved frens..
i felt so embarrassing that day..

When few of us were in the classroom,
chiat ying sitting behind me and derun behind her,
out of sudden,
chiat ying suddenly said very very loud to me
'Why you don go talk to him?'

It's like suddenly she said something like this to me..
Then i looked at her and i dono what kind of expression should i give her
so i just went out of the classroom.
Then during another period,
Joeden said he had some extra copies of law
so he asked me and vivian if we want.
when we said we wanted, he told us only got 1 copy.
vivian said give me 1st , she'll get it from someone else.
Then i took the copy and wanted to pay joeden.
but joeden told me derun photostated it.
But still i let joeden to pass the money to him la..
i don1 2 see his face..

Then!!!!!!!!!!

Chiat ying.....
i know she did it on purpose!!!
i knew!!
when joeden gave sandy bun the money,
chiat ying said very very loud to the classroom
'Hor, derun, photostate for wenjie only lar.. din photostate for me lar..
ohh.. i know lar......'
i was like.. what da....
i din care what happened behuind there..
i chose to shut my ears..
they kept on saying about him just photostating for me..........

then law teacher came in..
and guess what..
the 1st thing the teacher said to me was
'Wenjie.. y so happy.. got flowers from your bf..'

i was like..... damn..
but i just smiled..

luckily law was the last period..

when i was packing my stuff,
derun's frens came to ask me if i like derun..
actually i don rmb what they said cuz i was very very blur at that time..
anyway..
that dear chiat ying..
so 38!!
she told derun's frens "yea" and said they should make out a plan to make me and derun couple.

i was like... damn.......

=________=

wat was all this about........

haih..

i dono if insde me i'm feeling happy or annoyed or nothing......

but i'm telling myself every single minute NOT TO MESS MYSELF UP ANYMORE!!!

I really need to concentrate on my studies!!
I really need to go to the UK!!
Nothing matters more that that..

So i really hope this will eventually come to an end when they had enough fun.