Dear diary, recently i have been so lost. Not to say lost, actually I think the actual word is 'lifeless'. So, my college ended 2 weeks ago. And here comes my 'after college life 3months long break'. So called. And everyday I stucked myself with dramas and more dramas and more dramas. I will not sleep unless it's after 4am and I will not wake uo unless it's after 12pm. Oh gawd, I hate this life. It's miserable. It's like practically announcing ' Ng Wen Jie is a widow ' . Do you know HOW MANY TIMES I RE-WATCH THAT VAMPIRE DRAMA! I know, there is actually plenty of stuff waiting for me to be done but yet I just feel so lazy to even look at them. I'm slacking. A lot. I gave promises I couldnt make. All the time. I'm just like a grown-up that just broke up with the boyfriend and at the same time lost her job also. And everyday I could only think of eat shit and sleep. What should I do? really. I wrote thousand times of 'You must start changing', but it's definitely not helping AT ALL! It's just to make you feel better in anpther way.
Anyway. Engyi's bd is coming and I haven prepared a thing. Oh GOD, please bless me. Please do help me. Thank you.
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