Nothing beats a sincere prayer to GOD

Every night i will pray before i sleep, unless i'm so tired that i fall asleep without noticing.
I pray, because, i'm a Christian, and, i have to say my prayers before i sleep.
That, can actually be considered as a rule of mine before sleeping.

However, it is a shameful thing to say that ' i don always pray with a sincere heart'.

Sometimes, i just say my prayers quickly so that i can go to sleep earlier.

But, there's a saying that 'you'll only make 1 thing a success if u treat it and complete it with 1 sincere heart.'

So, after the previous post, i realised i had missed a lot of things in my life , and these 'sort of things' cannot be changed or asked again in the future . or even now. For example, the time.
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How i wished i could scream up loud to the sky!!

I missed the precious time i had for my econs.
I could die just to have back that period of time.
But i know you know everyone knows that this is just NOT goin to happen.
And when i actually realised, ' oh hey! tomorrow's maths!'
Initially i had the feeling of giving up but then i slapped myself when i was taking my shower.
I CANT AFFORD TO SCREW UP ANYTHING ANYMORE!
I CANNOT AFFORD ANY TWINGE OF REGRET ANYMORE!
When i actually realised all these, i made up mind to aim for maths paper 6.
I cannot afford mistakes in paper 6.
After the whole day of doing maths, i actually felt numb to maths.

Today i had my maths paper 6.
Yesterday i did all the exercises and practices i could.
And before i slept, i read a part of bible and i prayed sincerely to GOD asking for his help.
I cannot afford any failures anymore.

This morning, when i got my question paper i could hardly believe that it was quite easy compared to the previous past year questions.
Easy as in i could answer most of the questions.
However , i screwed up question 6 and 7.
One of the reason was because i din understand the meaning of ' deviate' .
Overall i THINK i did well in this paper.
But who knows.
Sometimes when you are so sure of something it just doesnt result in what you expect and that is when it will lead a person to extreme disappoinment.

I don want this to happen to me!!
I never want that!!

GOD helps me.
I can believe in GOD.

That's my rule too.

So
this is the story:
my last paper will be econs paper1 .
Despite all the grudges, i will try all my best and put in extreme effort to study my econs.
I just cannot afford another failure.
It's never too late to do anything unless you never even tried!
I won give up!
That's the thing!!

whooh..
so
my previous wish do come true
i posted sth positive. :)