Sometimes in the morning

I'm not sure if blogger's postin da right time for this post but i'm gonna write it down now.

It's 8th of Nov, monday and yes, it's 407 in the morning.

1more day and my roommate will be back soon and maybe that's the day i will have a cup of starbucks..

I'm pretty much in love with DARK MOCHA .

Anyways.

The last day i went to school was last wed and that's the pretty day that i had my maths paper6 exam.. love it..

And 2 more days which is this wed , i will have my very last paper, that is econs paper1, the paper that i fear the most, or should i say ' THE PAPER THAT I HATE THE MOST'.

I finished my past years and i was on the way finishing mr mohan's homework.
Sadly to say, halfway through the 200 multiple questions, i watched a movie instead.
After that movie i watched another movie and while waiting for the movie to buffer, i did do some of the multiple questions.

So, then, after the movie, i went to facebook.
All in a sudden i had the feeling of missin my classmates.
And all of the sudden, someone came to my mind : Tom.

So obviously i went to his account.
There's not much to look or i could say 'stalk' cuz i din add him.
His profile is quite private.
I know he has or had a girlfriend.
I heard they broke up and i oso heard that they were still as sweet as before.

Wateva..

So i went to the girlfriend's profile.
The girlfriend was good looking. Small sized. She's that kind of socialize girl that every guy will love to have a nice chat with her.

Ohya. and i learnt this word from her wall : DESPO .
Maybe that's 1 very ordinary word but seriously i love it! It's so cool.
DESPO DESPO DESPO DESPO DESPO DESPO...

XD
Anyways.
Then i clicked through her pictures and i came to realise that if u want to be ' in the gang ' seriously t-shirts and jeans are not goin to help you.

I mean not that you cant have t shirts and jeans in your cupboard.
What i meant was you need to be nicely dressed up, at least 4 times in a week. Then you can have your tshirts and jeans for the rest of your days.
Dressed up as in following the trend, not the latest one but at least something something..

The social trend is damn important!
Of course. being nicely dressed up but you hardly open your mouth , then fine, forget bout it, you're out!!
If you hardly talk, no one will EVER realise of your existence.

AND i just realised, i hardly have any of these two.
I don open my mouth often, i don even look at people, and i don dress up.
I have a sudden feeling of failure.. :(

You don expect te guy you like or admire to have 1 look at you if you don have those two, let alone that he will know your existence when he don even look at you.

Whooh...
I just realised i had always been living in my own world.
I'm always to myself only.
And i always say how much i don need more friends but yet, when i meet a new friend i could hardly keep the smile off my face.
That's the ironic part.
Izit because i'm Gemini??
Nah, i think that's just a pretty excuse to get rid of the blame.

I seriously need to work out.
When i saw the girlfriend's pictures, all the events she had with her friends , and when i saw christy's pictures and all the events she had and when i saw ' bla bla bla with bla bla bla and God knows what events they are into, i know , i know i have to make a move.
I seriously need to make a move!! I don care whatever it takes, i'm goin to make a move and become a successful woman!!!!!
That's the 2nd thind i need to deal wit hafter my wed's exam.
Right now, i have to concentrate on my econs and my personal statement which both enough to drive me crazy.
Okay, i think that is for today.

Smiles for myself :))))))) 4:49am